Prologue
Your ... ... superior?" Qu Ningxuan displayed a look of confusion
"If I leave, my parents will really..." Qu Ningxuan had not finished speaking when Su Chenxian nodded slightly
After receiving the guarantee of the宿尘弦, Qu Ningxuan finally breathed a sigh of relief, yet the bitterness in her heart spread like a stain, allowing her to taste the flavor of sorrow. Clearly, her parents would live happily, so why was she... Qu Ningxuan could not untangle the complex emotions within her, nor did she have the mood to choose a world. As for being a goddess or empress, her mind was entirely occupied with her own homelessness, and her voice inevitably carried a hint of uncertainty: "I choose the immortal hero world"
While staying in the hospital, she often thought that it would be better if she died sooner, so her parents would not have to suffer so much or be so sad. Clearly, she was just dragging out her days, merely prolonging the inevitable. She even picked up a small knife and traced it against her left wrist, yet she could not bring herself to make the decision. In the end, she was stopped by her panicked mother, and the two of them wept together. From that moment on, her parents watched over her almost constantly, fearing that she might attempt to take her own life again, regardless of how many promises she made, it was of no use. They all knew she was living day by day, yet they never gave up on her, never...
Qu Ningxuan slowly raised her head, her face as pale as paper
First, names possess a special power; under no circumstances should others be allowed to know your true name.
Su Chenxian noticed her defenses wavering and seized the opportunity: "Look, you have so many merits that you can completely choose a wonderful future. You can be a princess or even an empress; it doesn't matter. You can receive compensation for what you didn't have in your past life... By the way, what world do you want to choose? Immortal heroes? Magic?"
Forgetting my parents and going to a strange world, just the thought of such a possibility fills her eyes with tears: "You are a god, how could you understand my feelings? My father, in order to earn enough for my medical expenses, works multiple jobs, rapidly aging and losing weight over the years, with many white hairs appearing at his temples; my mother, fearing that I might not be able to eat the hospital food, wakes up early to prepare meals, packing them in a thermos. After finishing work at noon, she rushes over for more than an hour to the hospital, hands me the lunch box, and hurriedly gives me a few concerned words before rushing back to work. In the evening, she comes back to keep me company, staying awake all night; they force smiles in front of me, but turn around to secretly wipe their tears... I do not want to travel through time, nor do I wish to go to any world of cultivation or magic where I can summon the wind and rain, I... I do not want to travel through time, nor do I wish to go to any world of cultivation or magic where I can summon the wind and rain, I..."
The phrase "dust on the strings" struck her deepest wound like the coldest and sharpest knife
Qu Ningxuan bit her lower lip tightly, curling herself up even more.
Yes, I cannot be too selfish, as I am clearly already a burden to my parents
I remember I just explained this issue. Su Chenxian slightly raised her eyelids and replied coldly, "You do not belong to that world; you should be living in a higher dimension. However, a minor issue earlier caused you to reincarnate in that world time and again. Yet, a weak body cannot bear a powerful soul, so your body in each life has been poor, destined not to live beyond twenty years.
But in the next moment, Su Chenxian rubbed his forehead and said weakly, "By the way, my superior has a few pieces of advice that I need to convey."
Thirdly, upon careful consideration, you must determine whether what you seek to cultivate is immortality or the Dao
Secondly, the concepts of the survival of the fittest and the oppression of the weak by the strong may seem similar, but in reality, they are worlds apart
"I beg you, whether it is to weaken or to split my soul, please let me go back!" Qu Ningxuan raised her head, looking at Su Chenxian, her voice choked and somewhat unclear, "I want to go home..."
Su Chenxian played with the dagger in his hand, not even sparing a glance for the girl in front of him
Qu Ningxuan nodded mechanically, lacking much enthusiasm. She glanced at her merits, casually selected a few abilities, and handed them over to Su Chenxian
Even if my family is not wealthy, even if I am not beautiful, even if life is filled with many disappointments, I deeply love my parents and would never want to lose them. To go to another world, to recognize others as my parents, and to live a life where I am heeded by all, can I pretend that the warmth and love I have experienced in this life do not exist? I cannot do it
Su Chenxian remained silent, thinking that aside from the fact that this girl had made a relatively reliable choice in selecting a body that completely matched her soul, everything else was truly a waste. What was the point of having so many life-preserving abilities? They were all expensive and single-use, making them not cost-effective at all; it would be better to choose a powerful technique or a book! However, he had no intention of suggesting to Qu Ningxuan to select some technique books. In fact, if it weren't for a certain BOSS whom Su Chenxian could not afford to offend accidentally passing through this world and discovering that Qu Ningxuan's soul was abnormal, deducing that it was a residual effect left by the disturbances in many worlds years ago, and forcing Su Chenxian to play the villain, he wouldn't have the mood to engage in such a tedious matter. For Su Chenxian, it didn't matter what Qu Ningxuan chose; the sooner she reincarnated, the sooner he could finish his work.
Qu Ningxuan lowered her head, knowing that Su Chenxian was absolutely right. She understood her own physical condition better than anyone else, but...
Su Chenxian said coldly: "Let you go back, and then you continue to be ill, becoming a burden to your parents, and die before the age of twenty, allowing them to experience the pain of a white-haired person sending off a black-haired one"
The girl, clearly terrified, still mustered the courage to ask: "Is it truly impossible for me to return to my original world, even if I exhaust all my merits?"
Upon hearing this answer, Su Chenxian was somewhat surprised. From his understanding, Qu Ningxuan usually read more fantasy and magical novels, and she also enjoyed grand and splendid magical worlds. She had only casually dabbled in a few xianxia novels and had not finished them. According to hetushu.com, everyone would choose a world they liked, right? However, he did not intend to ask for the reason. Instead, he pointed to the list that had just appeared and said: "As long as you still possess the merits of this world, you will be bound by the laws of this world. Your parents will not be able to obtain a brand new life, so you must use them up." According to hetushu.com, everyone would choose a world they liked, right? However, he did not intend to ask for the reason. Instead, he pointed to the list that had just appeared and said: "As long as you still possess the merits of this world, you will be bound by the laws of this world. Your parents will not be able to obtain a brand new life, so you must use them up."
"Your birth was a mistake from the very beginning. If you were to leave this world, the laws of the universe would automatically correct themselves, and your parents would have a healthy child, living a simple and happy life, instead of being on edge every day, fearing that their only daughter might pass away." Su Chenxian cruelly pointed out the truth, "If you were to go to another world, you could have a healthy body and a bright future, and your parents would also live happily, wouldn't they?"
Is my boss very strange? Su Chenxian rolled his eyes dramatically, seemingly wanting to speak ill of his boss but afraid of being found out. In the end, he could only shrug his shoulders and helplessly say, "There are only three pieces of advice, and you must remember them well."
Recalling scenes from the past, tears streamed down Qu Ningxuan's face, unstoppable. She disregarded her appearance and crouched down, curling herself into a ball, as if this could fend off the cold spreading from within her.